Tuesdays are a bear. My today involved:
-waking up early (6:15) in order to wake Berk early (6:30). He had math homework to finish and does best with a rested mind.
-driving 7:30am elementary school carpool for my big kids.
-filling up the suburban with gas and watching my money disappear.
-driving preschool/swim lesson carpool for charlotte and friends.
-watching in slow motion while isaac threw my cell phone IN THE POOL.
-putting isaac down for a quick nap before early school pick up. no sleeping occurred.
-more time in the car picking up from elementary, going to a piano lesson, the skate park to meet friends & a far away basketball practice. I need to clock my tuesday driving. The mileage is high!
-putting isaac down for nap attempt no. 2. denied again.
-Add a few errands in there, multiple calls to the insurance company & a husband calling to say he won't be home until late. Ugh.
This may not seem like a lot to most, but it was enough to wear me out.
At 6:30 (12 hours into my day), I was ready to crawl into bed. I sat down for a minute, feeling my frustration rise. The Witching Hour was upon me. How was I going to get through feeding everyone dinner, orchestrating baths, bedtime, homework & the general chaos without losing my mind?!? Sadly, sometimes my kids get the brunt of my fatigue. I wish it weren't so.
Then like a little wave, I had a moment. A simple thought that would change my night. I have the power to make our evening enjoyable or to make it miserable. I have the power to make my kids go to sleep with smiles on their faces or tears in their eyes. Mom sets the mood. Mom sets the mood!
I determined it would be smiles tonight! So, I turned a happy Pandora station on in the kitchen and sent the kids outside to play for a few minutes. I set a simple dinner out on the island. Fed myself and isaac from the same bowl. Listened to the hum of the kids talking about their day. Tossed them all into the shower. Isaac finally succumbs to sleep. Girls asleep. Berk homework in a quiet dining room. Berk asleep. Done & done... until the alarm rings again tomorrow.

{my happy four. tuesday @ 6:51pm}
I love being a mom. I choose it. I can't think of any other way I'd like to spend my day than serving and loving these four. I just need a little reminder on Tuesdays!